September 2009
53 posts
you are so lovely.
i cant wait for our morning date tomorrow ! im so excited because i miss you so much much mucho mucho!! though baby, im scared our date might not happen. because im sleeping at karizza’s tonight. so im not sure she has internet and im not sure what time im leaving her place tomorrow. :s lets hope for the best.
ps: good morning darling.
goodnight.
this is my goodnight i guess. i didn’t even speak to you today. i feel sorta… unaccomplished. unfulfilled. do you feel the same way?
it’s hard to explain the feeling though. unfulfilled doesn’t even begin to cover it. empty is too much too. i just don’t know what it feels like… i feel like i’m suffering from ness withdrawal symptoms. :)
i miss you, i do....
trainer?
i miss my trainer. :) she’s an awesome one, she is. she teaches you good new stuff. and she always rewards you if you do it right. oh, but if you do it wrong…. watch out! but she’s still quite lax on the punishments, so she’s not too bad.
i miss my trainer. feels like i can’t learn new tricks without her. i can’t learn to open the door for people getting out....
“who says an old dog can’t learn new tricks? that’s true. but he...”
– old dog.
train.
i’ve been keeping up with your training. i just realised it today when i opened the door to the car for one of my supervisors. and they were like wth. and i realised i’ve been doing it ever since you’ve been gone.
you’re trained me well darling. it’s become instinct. hopefully, when you get back, i’ll do the same. :)
i made you wait.
i hate myself for making you wait. i hate myself for not being there for you. i hope you’re not too angry. please don’t be too angry. i’m sorry.
i wish i had more hours in the day. i wish i had more hours just dedicated to you. so that i won’t ever have to spend a day without you. without us.
just like the rays of the sun, i wish my arms extended 6360 km. a gigantic...
dear mr pancakes and miss rainbows, your land is...
Morning sweetheart.
I had a massive dream with so many parts. But I remember the final part and I think it was the most significant part as well.
I dreamt about you but it was far from sweet…
We were hanging out at this event thing with kuan Lin and other people I don’t recall specifically. As usual I shooed you away jokingly because you did something la. And I was expecting you to come back of...
because of you.
baby my title has nothing to do with my post. i just wanted to say goodnight. i still cant sleep. i got your plurals but i didnt want to disturb your night plans and i couldnt even text you anyway. i went overcap by a bit. oh well.
i miss you. i wonder if that phrase will lose meaning to you. but there is no other way to describe how i feel. and i feel that way perpetually, so i say it...
i mish your face.
good morning lovely :) im sorry i cant text but this will be the alternative k? im sorry for being annoyed last night when it wasnt your fault. i guess i was cranky coz i was sleepy. you forgive me sayang? have a good day darling, text me once in a while k? :))
i mish your face.
goodnight goodnight
hey baby. i’m going to sleep soon. and you’re talking to me. and you’re emo. :) don’t worry. i have a surprise. i love you honey. i felt so into you tonight. pity we’re both so tired. i love you. goodnight.
“a surprise for you. :) ask me about it. :)”
– maybeguy.
:)
you just heard about my family! are you happy? i hope you are.
ahaha. i love you honey. cheek kiss!
happy raya.
selamat hari raya sayang! forgive me for all my sins towards you k? :) i wanna hear all about your day tonight and all about this penang family ive never heard of. haha. i spoke to my family earlier.
kiss kiss on both cheeks!
penang!
hey baby! i’m in penang! and there’s internet in my room! WOOHOOO! we can chat tonight! hahaha, i can’t wait to see you online. miss you honey!
“i always said i wanted to be able to fly. but now… i want both of us to be...”
– lame guy?
“the way you make me feel when you’re sad, it hurts.”
– maybe guy.
“te amo.”
– maybe guy.
the sun.
it feels like i haven’t spoken to you in ages.and though i still feel close, i feel weak. that’s why you are my sun. if i was a kryptonian, you would be my yellow sun. :) i could never recharge without you.
after today, i’ll get to talk to you more normally again. :) hopefully. god i love you honey.
i feel like i failed.
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“Can we be the exception ?”
– maybe girl.
“Love is a funny thing. You expect it to be easy. You expect
it to be a world of...”
– (via staree) (via shadowkira) (via alixjay) (via iheartlove)
“you are my vital organs.”
– maybe girl.
honeyyyy.
i just saw you on skype. and i messaged you! but it went to pending. :( i’m just so tired now. i’m gonna message you plural nights. you went offline according to my computer. i’m so sad… :( i’ll plural nights you now k. so tired. i love you honey.
my baby!
hahaha, i’m glad youre teething. :) now you really are my baby. ahaha.
ps i love you.
just like a baby.
i think im teething? it hurtsss. how do babies handle this? like both edges of my bottom teeth part. my gums are all soft and painful. it hurts to close my mouth, to talk and to eat! haihhh.
ps: i miss you.
my sleeping honey.
hi honey. i think i really like watching you sleep. i rarely get to watch you sleep. :) but here i am, watching you sleep. it’s such a sight. :) you’re so peaceful. i really hope you’re dreaming about me.
dream nice dreams about me k. :) i’m gonna write your nights before i go to sleep. hopefully i don’t drift off to sleep watching you sleep. :) i love you honey....
boredom and tiredness.
hi baby. i’m in uni now. i just wasted maybe half an hour doing some crap on fb and looking at your pics. oh how i miss you. i feel really really tired today. i don’t know why. i think i slept quite early. i just remembered that we were talking last night. did i fall asleep on you? :( i’m sorry.
but i woke up this morning feeling damn tired. like the energy was sucked outta me....
i ache for you.
In Greek mythology, it’s said that humans were originally created with 4 arms, 4 legs, and a head with two faces. Fearing their power, Zeus split them apart and condemned then to spend their whole lives searching for their missing halves. I think I’ve found you.
(via iheartlove)
iheartlove:
“i have this underlining of sadness and it is getting harder and harder to cover.”
– maybe girl.
“if only the thought of wanting you was enough to bring me to you. then,...”
– maybe guy.
“i always try to smile a little wider, sleep a little longer, laugh a little...”
– maybe girl.
“you can talk to someone for days in a row and still feel like youve not spoken...”
– maybe girl.
“It’s so hard to describe. It’s not like love at first sight, really. It’s more...”
– Stephenie Meyer (via) (via quotewhore)
“i like our days together. it feels like we’re happy. i don’t want...”
– maybe guy.
“Do you know what it’s like when you can’t hold it in anymore and all...”
– maybe girl